Nia Ilemor

Hard. Well, no one says that it's gonna be easy. :|

So lets run and get ourselves lost in poisonous dreams. Lets.

Puisi Umur. Meningkat dan tidak akan menurun, pergi dan tidak akan kembali, ber lalu dan tidak akan dapat dikejar, hilang dan tidak akan dapat diganti. Matang bukan dengannya sekali, tinggal bagi mereka yang menghargai, bermakna bukan wujud di dalamnya sedia, tetapi hanya jika digunakan dengan bijaksana. Umur, anugerah Dia. Panjang di dalam maksiat, atau terus di dalam taat, itu pula pilihan kita. Membesar dan membesar, meningkat dan meningkat, maka siapakah aku hari ini? Manusia yang alpa atau yang diredhai Ilahi? Matang, atau masih ingin bermain-main lagi? Yang menghargai peluang, atau sekadar melepaskannya pergi? Umur, hanya sampai bila kan terus meningkat? Sampai masa akan terhenti. Maka sampai bila perlu alpa, apakah hingga dipanggil pergi nanti? Dulu hanya seorang bayi, kini seorang pemuda, kalau dipanjangkan lagi umur, nanti seorang tua. Dengan umur inilah aku hidup, mengisinya dengan makna, mencapai di dalamnya bahagia, dan menggunakannya unt...

Because it is when we usually first mark our yearly performance.

And the truth is, I still have A LOT to learn. Like SERIOUSLY A LOT :|

:O

I am sooo in love with this song!

at Kolej Mawar, 15th October 2011. Around 7.30 Beautiful sunrise. SubhanAllah :)

I only have one question to ask. Why? Explain. Clarify. Scrutinize the case, give me all the details.  Make everything clear for me. Because I seriously don't get it. Why?

Someone like you by Adele. Check on Billboard the other day and found this song on one of the top.  Beautiful. Beautiful song. Beautiful voice. It's just beautiful :)

You're love's a permanent distraction A perfect interaction A feeling so extreme I lost my appetite to eat  And I barely get to sleep Cause you're even in my dreams And I thought that I was strong But I knew that all along This was out of my control So I fell into your hands  And I don't know where we'll land  I'm just going with the flow  :) Love love love - Hope ft Jason Mraz       It's been awhile since I listen to Jason Mraz. Found a new song of his yesterday and now I'm stuck. Haha :D  Sempoilah, as usual. Dengar lagu dengar juga, tapi jangan sampai melalaikan. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri. Salam Ramadhan :)

Ah well, some people just need a break and some space ;) See ya people 'round.

I just think that this is such a beautiful song. No offense The Beatles fans, of course the original version still rocks the best! ;) Oh yeah, I'll tell you something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand Oh please, say to me You'll let me be your man And please, say to me You'll let me hold your hand I'll let me hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll feel that something I wanna h...

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I was kinda studying last sems' literature papers when I came across a poem. You're the balloons that I never want to let go FOOTPRINTS Through the passage of time, Footprints fall. From the beginning of time We creatures have done so. Even the winds of the past cannot At their most fiery blast, erase or Remove our prints. Even if we feel it is lost to us, It is not so. Just as a rainbow suddenly appears After a spring rain, it is so with our Memories Nothing is ever lost to any of us, All it takes in a moment, a second And once again we can place our Feet into the footprints of the past That we left behind. Memories lost? I think not! Only forgotten for a brief time. R.E. Mike Patterson Memories Nothing is ever lost to any of us, Never did, never is and never will the memories gone. It will stay, at least written, in this shabby blog of mine. Because you people are too precious to be forgotten :')

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter As long as I'm laughing with you :) 

Some of my friends have been sharing this video on Facebook. Such a beautiful song. Indeed. :) What are words If you really don't mean them when you say them? What are words If they're only for good times then they're done? When it's love, yeah you say them All of those words They never go away They live on Even when you're gone Everything I do, Everything I hear, Everything I see Reminds me of you... Gahhh I MISS HOME!      My friend was like, "hey, this song is for his lover, what does it got to do with home?" Well, when it comes to the matter of the people that you love, it brings my thought to home. Yeah, well, isn't that where your love should be now rather than on some guy/girl that you just met and suddenly your world's axis centered on him/her? Haa? Haaaaa? Okay stop right there. Haha.  What are words, If you really don't mean them when you say them?      -Keep your promise-      You know, I didn't know until someone...

Do tell me how do we fix broken things which are beyond repair? How do we move on from something that we can't leave behind? How do we stop the tears from flowing? How do we relive the dead emotions? How do we wake up from our unreachable and perpetual dreams? How do we fake a smile when things are not supposed to be smiled at? How should I live these remaining days? Do tell me, How do I smile without seeing your smile. Tell me, How do I laugh without the echoes of your laughter? Tell me, How do I shine without my sun? Tell me, How do I glow without my moon? Do tell me because I don't know, How do I live without you? ...