Nia Ilemor

If you're gonna let that one little thing wears your motivation down even a bit, what are you gonna do when bigger trials come? ‎- And He found you lost and guided [you], [Surah ad-Dhuhaa:7] - Buckle up Nia. Buckle up tight.  We're not even half the journey yet. Still has a long way to go. And the road just got a lil bit bumpy. Damage control activated. InshaAllah :)

     I'm telling ya, this Degree, it's a serious business. And they ain't here to mess around. They're offering you a competition here. A tough one. And you better get prepared Nia Ilemor.  Seriously :| Buckle up, it's gonna be a looooong ride. Are you ready? :O ...................................................................... *poyo seriously poyo Nia Ilemor. Haha :D -Met lotsa great people here. Honestly scared but I'll give my very best :) Wish me luck people! :D

Duhai hati, Kenapa gelisah tak tentu arah? Harus jadi tabah. Harus. :/ Semuanya akan baik-baik sahaja. Ya. *take a very deeeeeeeeeeeeep breath and smile :) Degree years, here I come! 

Assalamualaikum. Stop! In the name of love, before you break my heart. ( This line just got stuck in my head, haha )      Before I become I blogger, I always against the idea to write personal things on blog but then, when I become a blogger, well whaddaya know, I am that kinda person who write personal opinions on her blog. Haha. Karma.      Anyway, dear friends, please agree with me. It is tough being a teenager aite? You sometimes seem to be having conflicts. And sometimes, without you exactly knowing why, you get those feelings that can take your day down. Being at the age of 18 ( yesss, still 18 ;P ) going to 19, I guess people just get those feelings. Oh no, don't go blaming your raging hormones, though yes, it is one of the reasons why. But still, Oscar Wilde once mentioned in one of his books, "A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent pleasure". What's the connection between that phrase and raging hormones? I don...

:) Redang vs MeDSI 30th April 2011.

-And if you have to leave, I wish you would just leave...  (my immortal_evanescence) Have you seen the blogger? She has been losing herself for the last one year. ......................................... ................................ ........................ .............. ...... .. . . . . . . . . . .      Currently is having a deluge of indecipherable emotions.  Emotionally and physically under construction. :/

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful. Don't live a life to please people. That's lame and not cool. Screw what people say. Haters just don't disappear.  And you just gotta keep on moving.      Sometimes, we got caught up by petty things. All the time, we need our own version of painkillers. I guess you just have to keep on reminding yourself. We always have to be reminded to stay positive. Always have to be reminded to keep on smiling. Always have to be reminded to grasp the nettle without sighs. The thing is, no one is gonna keep on reminding you on what to do. The thing is, sometimes even they don't know that you needed to be reminded. Well, what do you expect? No one else knows you better except you ay? So sometimes, when life is giving you a quandary, you just have to remind yourself. Hey Nia Ilemor,      It is okay to waste your time sometimes over things that you...

It's the feeling that you get when you know you're supposed to say something right but you didn't because you're afraid that you're gonna say something wrong and worsen the situation.  It's the feeling that you get when you know you are wrong but you don't know how to say how sorry you were. It's the feeling that you get when you know you're supposed to fix things right but whatever you do, it just doesn't work. It's the feeling that you get when you see a total catastrophe and you realized that you were a part of it. Bummer. Screw you Nia Ilemor :/ Where is your voice? -Reblogged -

Hold them tight, don't let those dream of yours escape. I have forgotten how much I love this. How much I love doing this. How much I wanted to master this. How much I just wanted to be good in anything related to it. How I used to live as if this is the only thing that I have. How eager I was How passionate I was. How much I love it. Bummer. I let those petty things get in my way. Bummer. What happen to you Ain Romeli? Get a grip. Will ya? :/

I think I can handle the truth now. Yes. I can handle storm. I can handle blizzard. I can handle typhoon. This should be easy. Yes. I can handle the truth. :) Okay moving on! :D

      These few weeks, things have gone wrong and I can't really focus on my study. Isk, this is pathetic. I don't score the best grades and I find myself stumbling in the middle of the tests' questions :(  I specifically lose interest in Grammar, it gets me dizzy and the more I try to understand, the more I get irritated. I am so lazy to do all the assignments. I want this foundation programme to end so that I can go home and relax all I wanted but at the same time, wishing for that means that I'm asking for shorter time to be with my friends here. Gahhh, this is so not cool!  Hey, what's up with that stressful lines?  Haiyohhh. Ahem. Okay.      These few weeks, things have gone wrong but it was not a big deal. I'll get all the problems fixed and things will get better. Concentrating on books is something that I have lost interest in but hey Nia Ilemor, remember that you're here for the promise. You promised to keep the promi...

Carpenters - Can't Smile Without You  I went googling for some good old songs the other day and I came across this song. This is odd. I don't usually hear old songs. But I really like this song. It get hooked on my heart once I put my ears on this beautiful melody. This is so beautiful. Such a beautiful song. To the people that I love. I just can't smile without you :)

Even if life seems so nonsense, so crazy and everything always goes wrong, just keep on smiling. Don't lash your anger.  Don't flare.  Don't snap. Please be patient. But let no people underestimate you . Hey you, I'm not afraid of you. teeeeheeee :P

Feel like eating someone? Dear Nia Ilemor, Stay away from Facebook when you are pissed off. Stay away from the blog too. Even if you're about to make a post, keep it drafted. You know what you yourself mean. Never break this rule. Remember, "Sabar Itu Indah, Jangan Cepat Melatah" :) Yours Sincerely :  You in the past

This is hard. I need strength. I need you. I WANNA GO TO JENGKA! I WANT MY NOSE BACK! I WANT THE FEEL TO ACT!      These last few days I felt sooo tired! With loads of assignmentsssss and whatnot, sem two is really really putting me on test. With the running nose, rising body temperature, I just wanna write and rest. Started from last Monday, our second script was rejected. The script which I spent my two nights doing it, leaving my assignments behind and in the middle of the volleyball battle, was rejected. It's funny that I didn't really find myself getting crazy over it. So yeah, yeah. In two days, we worked on a new script, submitted it on last Thursday, it was finally approved *phew. On Friday, the Islamic class that has been postponed and cancelled for two weeks before is finally back on schedule. Then on the evening, we had this Listening and Speaking test.       Then, on Saturday, there's futsal. Err, did I get the spelling right? Well, w...