Nia Ilemor

Lately I have come to a realization that I was waaaaaayyyy too ambitious. Either it's my education or anything related to me, I was being way too ambitious. But is it wrong? No absolutely not. We all have the right to dream but then, it is important to know the limit of dreaming. So that, we don't get crushed too hard by the reality when things don't go the way we wanted them to be. But you know, sometimes we dream too much but work less. Maybe, it is time to work hard. To get all that you want in life.  Kan? Anyway, keep dreaming, keep living. Because HE values the effort more than the result. :)

We survived through a few ways. When emotions suddenly rebels and retaliate against happiness but we still have to perform professional tasks we divide the heart and brain into two telling them: Hey part A, do the damage control for a while will ya? Me and Part B gonna have to settle a few work. We'll deal with the collateral damage later okay? Some people can. Some people can't. Who are we to judge?  The pain, the grief, the loss and the misery. We absolutely know nothing of how awful can these things damage someone. Because they work on different manner on different people. Anyhow, just saying.

I don't know about you guys but from my humble opinion and observation, Have you noticed? That, For a human to change from good to bad is actually easier than to change from bad to better. But then, no matter how hard it is, we still have to try. We change not because we are not able to deal with who we are, but because we want to improve, to be better. Better human. Better daughter/son. Better friend. Better servant. InsyaAllah.

Look, we may have different opinions. You may disagree with mine and I may disagree with yours. I don't expect you to understand but at least, I hope you respect it.  Wohou there, calm down yaw. Okay? Thank you. :)

"Because as a caliph, it is our responsibility. Responsibilities. I've heard someone said that, the world is a place for hard work,  and Jannah is the place that we get to have our rest  as much as we'd love to." This hits me somewhere. For good reason. Thank you, friend ;) -InsyaAllah-

Sometimes I wish, you never said anything. But what's done is done and cannot be undone. You walk away so fine  that It makes things look so wrong if I don't do the same. Ah well, cheer up! Essay-few more pagesszzzz >.<

     I've been a kid for nineteen years. Despite of the age, despite of the number nineteen, I've been a kid. Always have.  But no  longer I will be.       I'll make you proud. I will. :)

Assalamualaikum. Guide to read: Please instill the sarcasm in your tone, your effort is very much appreciated. Thank you very much have a nice day and happy reading. "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one.. because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second." Ahum. Okay! :D      So let me get this straight, if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.  By then, I would make this conclusion,       And if you find another one and still love both (that is after you dumped the first one and take the second one), go for the latest, the third one. Why? Well yeah, because if you really love the second one you wouldn't have fallen for the third one.  And another conclusion.      And next time when you found another one, dump the third, go for the latest love. And why is th...

You never realized that you are in a very awkward situation until one said that "God, this is awkward" then you realized that it is very awkward that you feel so awkward that you no longer know how not to feel awkward and no matter how you try to not make things feel awkward it still feel, yes, awkward :/ Hahahaha. Life is funny. What goes around comes around. True.   So very true. Just saying.

Sometimes you just have to accept the fact that some things are meant to have no ending. Things happen. and Life goes on.

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Original photo by  Adah Redha If you're planning to hold onto something that's falling apart, you better have a good reason. Because When you already knew the probability to work things out is not much there but still you go on with it because you want to. Things happen. When you finally realized that things will never work out, the pain will consume you. When you finally realized that things will never get any better, the pain will consume you. and When it consumed you, it takes ages to patch up the wounds. or maybe You may end up wounded forever. means that in the end You are left alone, wounded and hurt. ............................................................................ It's like fixing a shattered glass.  Not only you will hurt yourself in the process,  there is no assurance that you can fix the glass  as good as new let alone use it like you used to. So, be careful to what you're planning to hold onto. Ah well, jus...

Just because you've never been in a relationship, Doesn't mean that you've never been in love. and Just because you've never been in love,  Doesn't mean that you don't know what love is. and Even if you think you don't know what love is, Doesn't mean that you have to accept just somebody, With the excuse of looking for experience of being in love. Boy/girl, d on't screw up w ith yourself or  with somebody y ou have no feelings with.  Don't screw up with their hearts.  You might end up hurting them to the degree of infinity.  You might end up hurting yourself for no reasons.  You might end up having unnecessary 'dramas' with your life w hen as a matter of fact, t here's already a lot to deal with.  Spare yourself some fresh air. Don't burden yourself with something you're not ready with. Just saying.