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Unheard Voices

I have something to say. And I wanted to say something.  I could hear the voices inside my head, whispering, talking, screaming even, demanding to be materialized into words. But this is one of those days that all you wanted to do is stare at the blank paper, do nothing and pretend that you are an existence in a world where people could not find you. Half part of mine believed that things, when written are more clear and easily organized. I could see what went wrong, what should be eradicated and what thoughts exactly should I be allowing in my head. But every time I got here, they were somehow, hidden and silent but you could still feel the vibrate of the unheard voices. Oh the irony. Back off voices, we'd be dealing with this different way this time.

The See-Through Sliding Door

Assalamualaikum. I just went and gave my old blog a visit. I still remember the very first time I blog.      It was during the SPM break. After we were done with our Science subject papers and other normal papers (BM, BI etc) we have quite a few days of break before the next paper which were PQS and PSI papers, if I am not mistaken. But anyway, the break was quite long. So I sign up for blogger.  'And it was the best decision I have ever made!!!' statement would make a good impression here but honestly, I am still deciding whether it was the best decision I have ever made or not.      But anyway, during my early days of blogging, I enjoyed it. I remember typing my first post, Kak Long's laptop on my lap and my fingers dancing on the keyboard, typing eagerly. I was sitting at the end of the queen sized bed, leaning on the wall. As a matter of fact, I actually remember that I was still in my school uniform, just came back from sitting a paper. But of cour

Weekend Week 5

Assalamualaikum. So I spent my weekend in Terengganu last week or do we say uhm, three days ago? Yep. I went through that ten hour drive and finally reached home at about 4 a.m I think. Woke up late the next day. A bit. As I was lepaking with my sisters in the kitchen having breakfast I could hear Abah's voice from the family room. 'Ain mana Ain? Nok kelih ni lamo doh dok kelih." smiling and that chuckle. So I went and salam him and a hug. And there's Mama. And everyone. And the kittens. That ten hour grueling journey? And that 9 hour journey back to Shah Alam last night? Was definitely worth a day and a half well spent in Terengganu. Alhamdulillah :)

Screw That Nail

- It is certainly something unpleasant that whenever things are getting ugly, thoughts of solutions coming were only in the form of escapism. Avoid. Run. Hide. While a part of you wanted things to be sorted out, another part would protest, "Screw it. It's done." Though the fact was that, you never even had anything at all to begin with. - Screw it. Screwed. ? Can I have a nail please?

Appearance

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Somewhere here And today He opened my eyes to something, to never underestimate the power of appearance, and how misguided could people be deceived by it.