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Trust

It is heartbroken-annoying-indecipherable-unbelievable to see that the people you trust with your secrets break the trust given. No matter what the excuses are, the act is still, UNACCEPTABLE.      I never really know that I resent it so much until I actually talked about it to someone. And man, then I realized that I am angry. Not just average angry or ah-just-let-it-go angry but that oh-crap-what-did-you-just-do-I-could-never-ever-take-this angry. And I just realized that, all this while, whatever this particular person done, I didn't really said anything because I thought that this friendship is worth hanging onto. Well what do you know, I was wrong. Maybe this sounds pathetic but I don't care. Remind me again why I was so secretive way back then? Right, because some people just can't let those secrets stay locked in their mouth.       Take the advice, never EVER tell other's secrets to other people no matter what the excuses are. Not even for seeking advice motive

Awkward

You never realized that you are in a very awkward situation until one said that "God, this is awkward" then you realized that it is very awkward that you feel so awkward that you no longer know how not to feel awkward and no matter how you try to not make things feel awkward it still feel, yes, awkward :/ Hahahaha. Life is funny. What goes around comes around. True.   So very true. Just saying.

No Ending

Sometimes you just have to accept the fact that some things are meant to have no ending. Things happen. and Life goes on.

You Are Now 19

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Assalamualaikum.      I woke up today to be greeted by birthday wishes on my phone. Thanks for the wishes guys :D  The postman came in yesterday and brought a package for me. Guess what did I got? *drum-roll Tadaaaaa! :D      It's actually a shirt with my name on it, It is sooooo cute! :D   Thank you so much to Wan Fatinul Hidayah. I love it and I love you too! ;)      To be honest, as I get older, I rarely get Birthday presents. People don't need specific days to give presents anyway aite? So I'm pretty excited, haha. But I don't really mind not getting presents as long as the people that I love at least remember the day I first exist. And they usually gave me cute hand made cards and race to wish me first as the clock strikes twelve though the fact that I was actually born on 7.52 a.m. Hahaha :D  It's like a tradition to wish birthday as the clock strikes twelve which is pretty amusing because people would be sleeping by that time. Don't you think?

I Really

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Quoted

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Time can't steal this. Our life is made up of time. Our days are measured in hours, our pay measured by those hours, our knowledge is measured by years. We grab a quick few minutes in our busy day to have a coffee break. We rush back to our desks, we watch the clock, we live by appointments. And yet time enetually runs out and you wonder in your heart of hearts if those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years and decades were being spent the best way they possibly could. Everything is spinning around us – jobs, family, friends, lovers… you feel like screaming ‘STOP!’, looking around, rearranging the order of a few things and then continuing on.  Where Rainbow Ends_Cecelia Ahern

Khilaf

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Assalamualaikum. Stop! In the name of love, before you break my heart. ( This line just got stuck in my head, haha )      Before I become I blogger, I always against the idea to write personal things on blog but then, when I become a blogger, well whaddaya know, I am that kinda person who write personal opinions on her blog. Haha. Karma.      Anyway, dear friends, please agree with me. It is tough being a teenager aite? You sometimes seem to be having conflicts. And sometimes, without you exactly knowing why, you get those feelings that can take your day down. Being at the age of 18 ( yesss, still 18 ;P ) going to 19, I guess people just get those feelings. Oh no, don't go blaming your raging hormones, though yes, it is one of the reasons why. But still, Oscar Wilde once mentioned in one of his books, "A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent pleasure". What's the connection between that phrase and raging hormones? I don't know

Malas

Assalamualaikum ;) Entri ditaip dalam Bahasa Malaysia kerana kemalasan menaip in English.      Semalas mana pun saya, salam tetap kena bagi, heeeee. Hari ni rasa malas. Cheit, sebenarnya dah memang selalu malas, saje je bagi hari spesifik untuk hari ini. Sejak cuti ni and officially jobless balik, kemalasan semakin menjadi-jadi. Malasnya saya sampai tahap nak reply text malas, nak jawab phone calls pun malas apatah lagi nak return phone calls, kalau bateri dah kosong, nak charge phone pun malas. Phone, sila jalan sendiri and sendiri cas boleh tak? Kalau bukan sebab phone rumah tak jadi and takut nanti parents call in case of anything, memang lifeless dah phone pinjaman tu, haha. Haih, bukak Facebook and blogger pastu taip entri tah pape ni rajin pulak ea? =.=" Okay, sambung list kemalasan,  nak drive hantar adik pergi mana-mana pun malas, nak keluar pun malas, nak pergi shopping pun malas, nak makan minum pun malas. Oh, drive pergi balik KT tempoh hari rajin pulak eah? *cric

Growing Up

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Assalamualaikum.      Oh-kkayyy. Em, where do I start eh? Ah, first, I just had one of the most amazing trip ever on 13, 14 and 15 of June 2011. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Thank you for those involved, it was awesome, really. For the first time, abah gave me his consent for me to drive on my own to KT *finally. Maybe for some people, it is just an an hour and a half trip and you would go saying like, "Alahhh, trip dekat je kot, tu pun nak feel happy". Yeah, it is but actually, his consent means more. It means trust and concern and for a girl who is growing up to be an adult, it is necessary. I could see that he was actually very concerned but then, sooner or later, this will come and he will have to come up with a final say. I could actually feel that, it must have been hard for parents to see their children growing up and they are worry to actually let them be independent on their own.  I miss my old problems. My childhood problems.      Talk about growing u

PS, I Love You

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Assalamualaikum!      Reading this book gave me a lot of things to ponder about. Reading the tittle, people must have thought this is a very romantic story, auwwww, you love me and I love you and there's nothing in the world could ever come between us and bla bla bla but for me, there is much more than that. It is a romantic story but I didn't cry. Na'ah. But somehow, reading this book, gets to me. It gets to me how awful is the feeling of losing someone that you are in love with and the pain of surviving alone. And also the feeling of how hard it is seeing other people move on but you're still stuck with your memories, not that refusing to move on, but afraid that by doing so, you're leaving the precious memories behind.      So the main character of this book, Holly is left alone after her beloved husband, Gerry died to a brain tumour. So you know, when people get paralysed by losing someone they love, they literally stopped living. Everything seemed, dull,

Just June

Assalamualaikum! ;)      Phew, quiet a long time I've been missing eayh? Shame on you, you actually thought to quite blogging when as a matter of fact, you can't help yourself to blog. Haha. Thank you for my dear friends who have always been concern, I appreciate it, really :)  Anyway, It's June already. Wow, how time flies. It feels like it was only yesterday when I first 'graduated' my Foundation Programme. Hey hey there June! I actually thought that after months of so called travelling, June and July will be the time when I will be pampering myself with nothing. Well, whaddaya know, June is an exciting month so that so called pampering programme is so not gonna happen.       But that doesn't really bother me because I am sooooo looking forward for it! The first one to go is, a quick trip this 13-15th June 2011 :)  I guess this would be the last time we could really gather and hang around since starting 20,  Mizz Greenizz  and  Miss Wanabee  will be enro

Quoted

I want to tear myself from this place, from this reality, rise up like a cloud and float away, melt into this humid summer night and dissolve somewhere far, over the hills. But I am here, my legs blocks of concrete, my lungs empty of air, my throat burning. There will be no other reality tonight. The Kite Runner _ Khaled Hosseini