Nov 20, 2011


And the truth is, I still have A LOT to learn.


Nov 19, 2011

Simply Happy

-Warning: Awful grammar mistakes ahead!


     We had a two hour literature class today, discussing on the poem The Great Lover. The poem was about simple things in life that the poet found meaningful and simply made him happy. So we were asked about what simple things that makes us happy. Well, lotsa answers came up from the crowd. Katie said, feeding the cat. It's quite funny. Haha. But still, cute in a way :P  And Madam mentioned on the feeling that she got after cleaning the house. Wana said that the smell of the road after the rain enlightens her. And someone mentioned about the smell of new books as we flip through the pages. Yes I love that one too! A friend of mine mentioned how she loved the smell of those newly withdrawn green notes. Oh yeah. Haha. And well, lotsa other things too.

     It's quite funny isn't it? Sometimes, in our busy life, and when we kinda get stressed, sometimes, simple things like that could like simply shift our mood. Or if not, will probably improve our bad mood. I have lotsa simple things that could make me happy. Sometimes only the thought of it could get me smiling alone. Haha :D  I remember after MeDSI written test, my friends and I thought of having lunch together. So we went to Pantai Air Tawar but failed to find any restaurant or kedai makan. Lastly we end up buying drinks, keropoks and such at nearby stalls. And I remember we were sitting at one of the huts built there, eating, drinking, talking and feeling the fresh air of the sea. Refreshing it was. For a moment, we were silent. Probably tired picturing ourselves as awesome teachers and wonder what suitable answer to tick during MeDSI (kononnya, haha). So we sat there, looking at the sea, under the hut and do nothing but enjoying the fresh air coming. You know how those beach breeze feels like eay, soooo refreshing! :D  And I said to myself, "I could do this one whole day." Sit there and just enjoying the breeze. We sat there for quite a while. And I love the feeling it gave me. 

     Well there are lotsa other things. I love the scenery in front of my house in the morning. The mists surrounding those hills and the cold refreshing air. And the sounds of the birds singing. During that 6 month of holiday, I would (had to) drive my sisters to school as early as 7, listening to and sang along to my favourite songs. I feel younger, haha :P And oh, I love the smell of the bakery, freshly baked bread smells so good. And you know sometimes when pak cik kat sekolah tebas rumput, there's this grassy smell. The smell of nature. Go into a wood after rain, and smell that fresh smell of nature. The woods, grass and all. Beautiful. If I could find a meadow, I would lie there all day long, looking at the sky and reshaping all the clouds with my thoughts of what I wanted them to be or or trying to guess what shapes are they. Bring along a book and a camera, I'll be happy on my own. With some food of course. Haha :D

This sounds pretty silly still :P

Anyway, because life sometimes only lets the ugly part comes out, lets let all these pretty simple things be simply pretty and make us happy :D

Nov 15, 2011

Let's Do This for Real

If you're gonna let that one little thing wears your motivation down even a bit, what are you gonna do when bigger trials come?

‎- And He found you lost and guided [you], [Surah ad-Dhuhaa:7] -

Buckle up Nia. Buckle up tight. 

We're not even half the journey yet.
Still has a long way to go.

And the road just got a lil bit bumpy.

Damage control activated.

InshaAllah :)

Nov 13, 2011

People and Procrastination

Assalamualaikum :)

     Ho yeahhhh! It has been quite a while since I last posted something. Oh to be precise, rambling bout something. See what's up? Ah hum, got here at about 6 pm. That my dear friends, was one indescribable bus trip. There was not a minute that I didn't feel dizzy @.x but Alhamdulillah, I survived that gruelling -+8 hour journey. Safe and sound here I am :)  Just got back from my mid sem break. Oh why that it is only for a week? And that doesn't even feel like a week. More like just one day =.=" So here I am. With lotsa lotsa lotsa things waiting. And as always, procrastinating. Oh that is one bad habit that is so hard to break. I remember procrastinating during foundation and well, I kinda got lucky. I mean, my marks aren't that good but they are good enough for procrastinated work. Haha :D

     Anyway I remember it was a writing subject assignment. And I remember that I did tried to start on the assignment the minute I got it. And from time to time I did tried to get it done purrrfectlayh but failed every single time. And I end up working on it from 10 pm to 4 am. That was because I had to submit it the very next morning. People asleep and there you are, looking like one good student doing the assignment. With the fear of not having the assignment done and also, the fear of, you know, those kinda supernatutal things. That was Sekilau anyway. The pressure kept the adrenaline coming and I was up all night getting it done. Reluctant but still, what choice did I had? When I was doing it I remembered telling myself who was soo sleepy and very tired and couldn't think of anything except getting it done and go to sleep that I will never ever again procrastinate up to the level that it takes my precious sleep hours and wears me down. But then, here I am, updating my blog instead of doing my assignment. 

     I will no longer procrastinate! So I'll start doing it tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow. Promise. Gotta check out that tumblr for awhile. And I haven't been on Facebook lately. Gotta keep myself updated eay? And oh, the Twitter too. HEHEHEHE :P  Okay there, blog updated! :D

Seriously, how do we prevent procrastinating? :|