Nia Ilemor

Carpenters - Can't Smile Without You  I went googling for some good old songs the other day and I came across this song. This is odd. I don't usually hear old songs. But I really like this song. It get hooked on my heart once I put my ears on this beautiful melody. This is so beautiful. Such a beautiful song. To the people that I love. I just can't smile without you :)

Even if life seems so nonsense, so crazy and everything always goes wrong, just keep on smiling. Don't lash your anger.  Don't flare.  Don't snap. Please be patient. But let no people underestimate you . Hey you, I'm not afraid of you. teeeeheeee :P

Feel like eating someone? Dear Nia Ilemor, Stay away from Facebook when you are pissed off. Stay away from the blog too. Even if you're about to make a post, keep it drafted. You know what you yourself mean. Never break this rule. Remember, "Sabar Itu Indah, Jangan Cepat Melatah" :) Yours Sincerely :  You in the past

This is hard. I need strength. I need you. I WANNA GO TO JENGKA! I WANT MY NOSE BACK! I WANT THE FEEL TO ACT!      These last few days I felt sooo tired! With loads of assignmentsssss and whatnot, sem two is really really putting me on test. With the running nose, rising body temperature, I just wanna write and rest. Started from last Monday, our second script was rejected. The script which I spent my two nights doing it, leaving my assignments behind and in the middle of the volleyball battle, was rejected. It's funny that I didn't really find myself getting crazy over it. So yeah, yeah. In two days, we worked on a new script, submitted it on last Thursday, it was finally approved *phew. On Friday, the Islamic class that has been postponed and cancelled for two weeks before is finally back on schedule. Then on the evening, we had this Listening and Speaking test.       Then, on Saturday, there's futsal. Err, did I get the spelling right? Well, w...

In the middle of the night, she woke up.  Thinking about the possibilities that might put her in a better condition, That is stupid. This is stupid. Chances might come like these bubbles, too much with a blow. They might also disappear before you can even catch them after a blow. In the middle of the night, she woke up. Thinking about all the possibilities that she would grab once there's one. That would make things better. That is not stupid. This is not stupid. Hey girl, take a step back. There's a good side. There is always a good side.

I guess I am changing.      Well, what's so weird about that? People change and so do I. The question is that, whether you've changed better or worst. I think I'm having some kinda metamorphosis these few days. I'm not sure whether it is due to overload pressure or I just got insanely sane in a complete sanity, but I laugh more. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? :/  I guess the people who don't know me really well during sem 1 kinda like shocked with the way I actually behave. teeehheee *innocent showing teeth smile. Well, that's just me. I don't really talk to people I don't know, and I kinda get loud with the people I know especially those who have close connection to me. Well, yeah. That's just me.  I might be crazy but tell you what, all those great people are :P People thought they're crazy, but these people are crazier if they can't accept the craziness. mengarut lagi, dah dah. studyyyy! Okay bye :D

Stand up. There's still a long road. Stand up. Don't you dare to give up! Stand up. For this is what life is all about! Set me free.