Nia Ilemor

     I've been a kid for nineteen years. Despite of the age, despite of the number nineteen, I've been a kid. Always have.  But no  longer I will be.       I'll make you proud. I will. :)

Assalamualaikum. Here I am again, talking to myself, sitting at a red light. Both hands on the wheel How am I supposed to feel? So much running through my mind The Getaway_Hilary Duff       These few days I've been kinda busy. Last weekend we had kenduri kesyukuran home and yeah, lotsa things to do. And at the same time I've been kinda busy settling things that grown ups do. Man, no one told me that there's just too much things to deal with as you grow up. Haha. As if. Anyway, yesterday me bestie and me went to the town. Done with some things and we dropped by a textile shop. What a coincidence, we met a senior of two years there. She's apparently working part time. It's sem holiday. So we were talking the normal things that students talk about when they met up, where are you studying now and everything related. Well, it turned out to be that she was also a TESL student, now majoring English for Professional (don't remember the long name :P) in UiTM Shah Al...

Assalamualaikum! :)      It is one of the days where petty things start to violate your brain. You started worrying about unnecessary things. You started feeling insecure despite having those people who can protect you. You started feeling miserable despite all of those happy news. How irony could life get? This irony. You end up hating the one you love and you end up loving the one you hate. Ah, seems like we're a little bit off-track here. Pardon me. Ahem.      Anyway, the result is out. The course is it. The place that is it. Alhamdulillah. Looking at another side, it is the typical side of me, afraid of venturing into the future, afraid what it has to offer me for those offers could easily be bad, real bad. For that, I've been feeling kinda nervous+afraid rather than excited which sounds so wrong because at this point, I should be happy. Yeah, I know. But it's just that, the thought of being far from my family gets me kinda, uh, I don't know. Hope...

Duhai hati, Kenapa gelisah tak tentu arah? Harus jadi tabah. Harus. :/ Semuanya akan baik-baik sahaja. Ya. *take a very deeeeeeeeeeeeep breath and smile :) Degree years, here I come! 

Assalamualaikum :( But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer -Westlife-      Pain. Indeed it was and still is very painful. I wonder the pain of me keeping you could be compared to the pain of Juliet losing Romeo. Irony? Ah, I bet it is more than that. Define how much pain it is to compliment the word painful. Define the pain because for me it is unbearable. As much as it hurts to keep you, I bet it hurts more to let you go. I've tried and now I guess it is time. It's not that I did not try to heal the wound, I did but it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer. Painkillers and antibiotics are nothing but like dusts complimenting the sand.       With you around me, it feels right. But it is painful. With you around me, I am able to smile, but it is painful. For years we've been together, now for good sake, I have to let you go. I am sorry. Never did I wish for this, but it seems that the situation is compressing the atmosphere. This is the...

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Tangan pegang pipi. Rasa sakit gigi.  Oh my.  Can't sleep =.=" Saya takde gigi lagi tapi saya tetap comelll :D

Assalamualaikum!      Book review! Book review time! I know some people think that book reviews are boring. Way back then, I did too. But I must write this one because this book is so much fun! This is the latest one that I recently done reading. It actually belongs to a friend of my sister and actually published in series. From his childhood years to his adulthood years. Presenting:      So what do I have to say about this book? It is actually a pretty sad story of a teenage boy who's growing up in kinda a chaotic family written in innocent view of a teenage boy which makes the reading, at the same time, fun. It's British so it uses lotsa British phrases which I found myself having a hard time understanding some of the sentences but still, I enjoy reading the book. The setting is not during the recent era, it was around those war years.       It is written in those diary pattern style so no long paragraphs or whatsoever. I gu...

Assalamualaikum. Guide to read: Please instill the sarcasm in your tone, your effort is very much appreciated. Thank you very much have a nice day and happy reading. "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one.. because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second." Ahum. Okay! :D      So let me get this straight, if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.  By then, I would make this conclusion,       And if you find another one and still love both (that is after you dumped the first one and take the second one), go for the latest, the third one. Why? Well yeah, because if you really love the second one you wouldn't have fallen for the third one.  And another conclusion.      And next time when you found another one, dump the third, go for the latest love. And why is th...

Assalamualaikum!      Fuyohhhh. It's been ages since I'm in the mood to blog. I took a few days off internet and I finished watching two seasons of himym, finished reading Adrian Mole's diary and halfway doing a so called 'revision'. Well, now we know how well our life is without Facebook. Well at least I do. Hahahahaha :D  Yeah, that site has sure taken a lot of my time, realize it or not. But still, we need it, haih. It's weekend yawww! It's time to take some fresh air and go out and have fun. Too many things happened lately, bad things mainly but still, what a life would be without challenges aite? ;)      So anyway, what's up? Well, let's see. UPU will be announced this 15th July 2011 which is on Friday, and I heard that the registration date was either 3/4th September 2011. Oh, so when is Raya again? Ah, 30th August? So to be precise we're leaving on uhm, on the 5th Raya? So let me get this straight, we got months of holiday but only a...

There're certain mistakes in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and said, "Yep, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be the 'not make the mistake' because then you'll go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not ;)