The Start of Something New

 Assalamualaikum,


     Oh My God, where do I even begin? It has been so long since I last blog it felt so odd to be here again. My last post is in 2018? Oh my hahahaha. Just very recently I felt a strong urge to start writing again. I just feel like my thoughts needed to be sorted out. So where do we even begin? I am now, married Alhamdulillah. Four months, still very new, still so many things to learn. Such an odd feeling right? What I like the most about him is just how he makes me feel so safe, physically and more importantly, emotionally. He makes me wanna be better. Our relationship move at a pretty fast pace. We met in July 2019, got to know each other, figured that we were on the same page, discovered that we have the same wavelength with some differences (normal), so we made plans to get married. The plan had to be put on hold because of PKP but we managed too pull though and put on a small ceremony. We invited people (friends and colleagues) to the groom's reception ceremony (only a colleagues showed up by the way haha). But when the school started after PKP, my department had a small Raya makan makan and celebrating us makan makan. My husband came and got to know everyone. Good, because he'll have a visual library of who is whom when I talk about work hahaha. I feel so humbled that they were putting up something to celebrate us. uWu they're the best.

     Anyway, we have about 3 months left in 2020. I know it sounds ambitious, but I want to read at least 6 books in these three months. Also, one secret mention I dare not mention should my amygdala backfire. Gonna pull up all-nighter to get all the backlogged work done too before we end this year because my anxiety obviously cannot handle invasive thoughts about my incomplete work. Ok but actually the reason why I am writing again is to analyze my thoughts, and to keep in track with myself. As I have once read, if you can't think clearly, you can't write clearly. I guess this is one of the reverse things I'm doing haha. 


That's all for today?


Till then.

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