Nia Ilemor

Assalamualaikum! Hey Hey Hey it's already Friday! :D Googgle      Good day isn't it? It's raining here. Ever since I came home, I remembered that it has always been raining. I like the chill of the rain, the smell of the rain and also the memory that it brought me back. Finally, today, which is Friday, which is just a day left before I'm going back to campus, I finally succeed to bring myself to do the assignment *clap clap . I was thinking to put all of the effort yesterday but then my sister played a good movie. Can't...resist...the temptation...must....watch....it . So yeah, I kinda wasted yesterday with a good movie, watching TV, sleep and went Facebooking. How I wish sometimes I had the feeling to do the assignment once I got one. Sometimes I do imagine, how things will be like if I just try to be good. Like... Doing assignments once I got them Doing extra revision of the subjects that I learned that day Wash my laundry on time by hands no need to

It's hard to walk away when you know that things are never gonna get better even if you go. Gone for good. :)

I learned a thing. YOU DON'T JUST EXPECT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND YOU.      That's why sometimes I feel that it's pointless to give excuses though sometimes you have a very very very good and unavoidable reason.  Two probabilities  - one will keep doubting your excuses and accuse that you are giving an excuse - well, another will accept it and try to understand. Case number two, is VERY RARE . Usually your closest friends and family. What do I expect? I hardly take excuses too :P so... DON'T YOU EASILY PUT YOUR TRUST ON SOMEONE. It's better to be hurt by the truth than to gain satisfaction from the lies.  (David Allan) What a life.

     Generally, I've been spending my holiday doing everything except none of it got to do with my assignments. I suddenly realized that today is already Wednesday and I only have like four days to finish ALL of my assignments. Assignments that have me waking up in the middle of the night and a scary thought would run through my mind that I may won't be able to finish all of them referring to my past history regarding them. Shortly, yes, I'm lazy. But of course, after that I just go back to sleep. Duh. In the middle of all this chaos of paying the college fee, filling up all the forms to apply for degree and buying the upu number for that and yada yada, I still find myself unmotivated. Ughhh.       Today, when I finally said to myself that, "Hey Nia Ilemor, you're gonna get it done by today!" I've been slapped by the reality. I'm in a big problem. A problem that may stop me from doing everything regarding to my assignments, a problem that may bring

I've been tagged by Mr.Arif Azmi  so I am supposed to make a post on it. Uhm okay. Well, here we go. Do you think you are hot? Yeah, the weather in Malaysia is kinda hot but now that it's 'winter' and I'm drinking a cuppa hot cocoa. Does that makes the answer yes? XD Update the wallpaper that you are using now? The story behind this wallpaper? Kisuke is chasing Ichigo. Aren't the cute? No? Okay fine. The last time you had pizza? Err, last night? or is it last week? Maybe last month. Well, I guess it's last year. *shrug The last song you were listening to? If This Was A Movie by Taylor Swift. Other than finishing this post in regards of the tag, what are you doing?   Watching tv. Other than your real name, what are your other nicknames? Si jelita? :P Tag another 5 people Nahhh. Okay dah, :)

Assalamualaikum. Warning: This post is a total boring mumbling Pictures that speak for me. Courtesy of AN. Ohhh, sem break is here! I'm FREE!!! Oh-allowance-is-in shocking face!   Ahhh, loads of assignments!!! Cak ku cak! Hai people :D      It feels like ages since I wrote here. Fuhh fuhhhh * blowing dust Uhuk uhuk. The fact is that, I have been pretty busy last week. With Islamic Week, reading assignment to be submitted, classes' tasks, debate practice and whatnot, I don't really have time to blog and I don't really know what to blog about. So, for  Irdina Syamimi Alias , I think I'll update a post. Aww, aren't I the nicest friend/blogger? HAHA.       It's sem break now. The allowance is in my bank, ka ching ka ching! I'm home but with loads of assignments. Oh, I couldn't be happier! :D Okay that's a lie. I love the money part but who likes assignment during sem break? So to remind myself not to overjoy this 'looooong'

The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack in will. Vince Lombardi Courtesy of A.N

Sometimes you just let other people's flaws pass by with the hope that they would do the same for you.  Well, what do you expect? This is a life. You do good to people but never expect them to do the same for you. Courtesy Of Alif Naqiuddin If you're in prayer, take care of your heart. If you're eating take care of your throat. If you're in another man's/girl's house, take care of your eyes. If you're among people, take care of your tongue. Remember two matters and forget two matters. REMEMBER ALLAH AND DEATH FORGET ANY GOOD YOU HAVE DONE TO ANOTHER AND ANY EVIL THAT WAS DONE TO YOU BY ANOTHER (Wise Saying Of Luqman)

     There are times when he will feel absolutely nothing. Empty may not be a right word to describe this as it conveys a deeper message than the definition of the emptiness itself. Sometimes, in some parts of his life, an indescribable, unfathomable and undecipherable feeling will come, settling in a chapter of his life in a way which he don't even understand. Whatever the impetus is, he will  never be able to identify it accurately. Feeling this, even having a meal which may be a daily part that he always look forward everyday seems like a hassle. Watching a favourite show would turned out to be the playing screen staring at his smooth clueless face. In times like this, he don't bother much to talk much or maybe not at all. He wouldn't bother much to do anything but still, the responsibility that he held kept him going. Just like that. He kept on living through the miserable days, telling himself that this will past, sooner or later.      As weeks passed by, he still h

I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure--which is: Try to please everybody. Herbert Bayard Swope Don't try to please somebody who don't even bother to please you.

Mood: Assignment(sssssz) Felt like screaming for a moment. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHHHH ! Okay now proceed. Fact: Screaming release stress. P/s: I wonder if screaming virtually works, hurmm...

     Getting in sem 2, I couldn't think of anything else except scoring better grades. Nerd much eay? Haha. I take it pretty seriously as it is a responsibility, towards my family. A family that has been rooting for me no matter what. It is not easy. To maintain it is a thing, to get a better one, is another thing. Well, that's just how life is eay? When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Thinking about the fact that sem 2 which is my last one here is tougher, I have once thought about leaving Debate Club since it needs commitment. A lot of commitment. But then, after I went to IV the very first weekend of Sem 2, I come to think about it again. How shallow my knowledge is about this whole thing, how stupid I look when I don't know anything. I decided that I should learn more and here I am. I'm staying.      It's not going to be easy. With loads of assignment, study, reading task, movie going, YES sale and yada yada, how am I going to cope with every