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Assalamualaikum! ;)      And so I texted her, "write my name on the sand and took a picture of it" . And just now, I received the MMS but, sebab saya guna mobile my sis, and you know bila tukar sim card and if tak set up all those stuff, tak leh terima MMS kan? I can't open the MMS. Bummer. Gahhh :O I miss my old phone! And I wanna see my name on the sand, in REDANG! And I don't even know why I wanna blog this, haha. Esok saya MeDSI, perasaan? Tiada perasaan :/ Moga Allah permudahkan urusan. Ameen. Wish me luck ;)

Assalamualaikum! Why is everybody so serious? Price Tag_Jessie J      My heart couldn't sit still or pace at regular beat. Either it goes fast or faster. This morning, before they left for Redang, Mama kept on advising me on MeDSI and Abah kept on worrying about the safety. Nuyu borrowed me her phone, mine is still under repair -.-" Haha. I feel love there, abundance, gahahaha XD  But I still wish I am in Redang too. I'll make them write my name there, haha. Anyway, I don't know why but this MeDSI thing creeps me out more than usual. More than other things that has anything to do with my academic stuff. I know that I am not supposed to put too much hope but still... Hurm. I just hope that everything will go fine, ameen ;)      Thinking about how my future would be, I'm scared. What if my future doesn't go the way I want it to be? What if this and what if that, all those 'what if's things, well you just can't get them out of your head when y...

I was - Driving home alone in what appears to be only drizzle in the beginning and then heavier rain, with the song Ayat-Ayat Cinta playing on air. Haha, feel lah sangattttt! Oh, ini tiada kaitan dengan post, I just think that this is one of those pleasant moments ;) Assalamualaikum! :) Ah well, exaggerate lagi. So long lahh sangat, haha.      Hai yeah people :D  It's puzzling sometimes when you ask for help, and HE sends you the right people to give you the right advice. And HE shows you the reality of the situation. And HE opens your eyes to see what which appears to look like nothing before is actually a big deal. And HE gives your heart a subtle message of what you have to do. And HE gives you the strength so that you will have enough courage to take the decision. And HE gives you the determination so that you can move on. I can see it now. Clearly.  No more fog of sugar-coated reality. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah ;)

Assalamualaikum ;)  It's not my fault if you think this abbreviation stands for something else :P WTF? What The Fish, haha. Yiaow Yiaow ;) This is just a random post. My sister and I were having lunch. It was nasi ayam. A: Mung nok wak gapo tu? B: Nok wi ayea ni ko miaow *we call our cat yiaow yiaow (meow meow, ahh whatever lah, as long as it sounds the same) A: Take this one too *kuis2 dia punya into mine C: Ehh, jange wi kucing make ayea, nyaknyo dio bulu gugur kekg. A: Heh? Yo ko? Bakpo gitu? B: Dok hau, meme gitu kot. A: Owh, doh kalu gitu kito pong keno makea ikea ah baru rambut dok gugur? B: HAHAHAHA. LOL. Translation: A: What are you doing? B: I'm giving these to miaow *we call our cat yiaow yiaow (meow meow, ahh whatever lah, as long as it sounds the same) A: Take this one too *putting hers into mine C: Ehh, don't give that cat chicken, poor cat, it'll has his fur losing. A: Really? Why is that so? B: I don't know. Maybe it h...

Assalamualaikum!      Hallo lovely people! Wassup? Haha. I know I know, some of my posts sounds kinda emo these few days. Pretty embarrassing you know because I'm not really the type who talks about her feelings but then, sometimes, you just have to write although it is only a bit. You know, just to get things off my mind. But ahh, I can't really imagine other people reading it :P  Ah well, I'll be more cautious on what to post next. Haha. Thank you for my dear friends who have been supportive ;)  Anyway, it is always easier to blame on the raging hormones of teenagers, unstable emotions, haha. Okay stop right there. Ahem. Well anyway, I have been kinda busy these few days.       I don't really know what to blog today. Ah well, I guess I should just write what's on my mind. Uhm, lets see, I think it's quiet necessary to tell you, especially my dear friends that my mobile is not available right now. Apparently, it kinda get stuck. I can'...

Ah well, some people just need a break and some space ;) See ya people 'round.

Assalamualaikum! MY PATIENCE IS BEING TESTED.  MAY ALLAH GRANT ME THE STRENGTH.      No matter how heartbroken I am now, a post still must have a good greeting. Isk. I AM SOOO HEARTBROKEN! OH WYYYY WHYYY WHYYY? Okay so here it goes.      Last week, on the way home from dinner, abah was telling mama about a programme in his school. Apparently, there's this camping programme that will be held by the PPD and a few schools will be joining including abah's school. And then abah asked us in the middle of the conversation whether my siblings and I wanna go too and we were like, "OF COURSEEEE WE WANNA GO!" Where is it? Wait for it, wait for it, ........................................................ ......................................... ............................... ..................... ............ ..... .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .   PULAU REDANG!  It would feel awesome to get my feet on this fine sandy beach. ...

I just think that this is such a beautiful song. No offense The Beatles fans, of course the original version still rocks the best! ;) Oh yeah, I'll tell you something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand Oh please, say to me You'll let me be your man And please, say to me You'll let me hold your hand I'll let me hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll say that something I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy Inside It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you've got that something I think you'll understand When I'll feel that something I wanna h...

Assalamualaikum!      Hai hey haiyo heiyo people! These few days I have been running out of words to type, running out of ideas to talk about, losing my mood to blog. Haishhhh. Now that I got so much time in my hand, I don't know what should I do. Definitely there's a lot of things to do but things don't simply work without mood. I'm trying to finish reading a book but I have lost my interest. And after my sister finished watching the movie which is based on the book, she came up to me and said "Boring gilerrrr citer tuuhh". And that makes me more unmotivated to finish reading it. Awesome =.="      I don't know what went wrong. I tried to start on other books but I just can't get the mood. I seem to have lost that passion. Hurm. You know how some people who when they start on a book and they can't stop reading it? They had to finish reading no matter what before they can really do other things? And how they forget to have their meals f...

Assalamualaikum!      Kalau dah hari-hari bangun celik rutin biasa bla bla bla online duopulohpatjam, baca novel yang tak habis-habis jugak, tengok tv, tengok movie, Googgle macam-macam, jadi driver tak rasmi, terperap dalam rumah, rasa macam takde life. Duopulohpatjam duk ngadap lappy je. Gahhhh. Rasa macam dah takde life dah. Kalau ade pun depan lappy je =.="  As much as it sounds very lenient, I'm not feeling great about it. Hurm. AiN Romeli, you need a life. Go get one!  Okaydahsiapbebel, bai bai! ;)

Just because you've never been in a relationship, Doesn't mean that you've never been in love. and Just because you've never been in love,  Doesn't mean that you don't know what love is. and Even if you think you don't know what love is, Doesn't mean that you have to accept just somebody, With the excuse of looking for experience of being in love. Boy/girl, d on't screw up w ith yourself or  with somebody y ou have no feelings with.  Don't screw up with their hearts.  You might end up hurting them to the degree of infinity.  You might end up hurting yourself for no reasons.  You might end up having unnecessary 'dramas' with your life w hen as a matter of fact, t here's already a lot to deal with.  Spare yourself some fresh air. Don't burden yourself with something you're not ready with. Just saying.

Assalamualaikum! Forbidden to remember, Terrified to forget, It was a hard line to walk. Isabella Swan_New Moon      They say time heals wounds. They lie. I think they lie. No, I believe it's a lie. Time does not heal any wounds. It is the effort that you have made during the time that will determine whether your wounds will be healed or not. And that is why life is a constant battle. Time never heals any wounds. That is why, if someone hurt you, and you done nothing to take the pain away, you avoid to see them and in years later, when you meet them back, the old scar will just bleed again. That is why, when you had a bad past, but you done nothing to overcome your fear towards the past except running away, when you meet or come across something that reminds you of that 'past', the old scar will just bleed again. It has always been like that. Unless, during the time, you have found your right prescription to the wound, you treat the wound and heal it, then we could say...

Assalamualaikum! :D      Morning people! You know, I think having a six-month holiday isn't bad after all. I figured out that I actually kinda need that time before I'm going for my Degree, insyaAllah. I figured out that I actually do have lotsa things to settle down with first. But anyway, yesterday was my first time teaching. Yep, I am kinda a tuition teacher but I only take one class per week for Standard 4. And you know what? It is actually not easy to be a good teacher.  This reminds me of an assignment that I have once done for TED072- Basic Principles in Education.       One of the challenges that most teachers face is when you have a group of students with different potentials. I mean, you will have a tough time deciding on what to teach and how to teach it because some of them already good in that and some don't. And it gets me thinking, am I a good teacher? Like, do they get what I'm teaching or are they just simply being there for...

Assalamualaikum! :D      You know, if there is one guy who I don't know of and can make me smile again from being all gloomy all day (and I bet not just me) just by talking and also conveying the right message of course, a guy who can make me laugh like a lunatic in my room till I woke up my friend who happens to be having a nap at that time  *ahem , a guy who can make my day just by seeing him and the irony is, he's a stranger to me. I think I can even laugh in the middle of heartbroken crying issue. Hihihi. Now that would be... *big grin      What? You don't know him? :O matluthfi90 . Now, go. Go and check it out!      I seriously think that his videos are supercoolandawesome! This is his latest video. Two days ago? Oh, two days ago and how come I only realize that new video today. Isk. Haha. Ooww, isn't he's adorable? and cute? and and and also cool? ( I wish he never read this)  Now I don't wish to meet him face to face or ...

Assalamualaikum!      Hey people! :D  First thing first, I have no intention to be dramatic or making a mountain out of a molehill but this appears to be out of my control. Okay at first, I didn't think that this is actually a major problem but then I've read one of my friend status who is kinda feeling resentful with one of her FB's friend's action which apparently has removed her without any concrete reason. Ouch. To think about it again it is resentful to have one of your friends, I mean the one who you used to talk to and say hai to, suddenly remove you from his/her Facebook friend list without any reason. Now, now, I don't want any of my friend think that of me so I'm gonna do some explanation here.      Okay I seriously have no idea what is wrong with Facebook but seriously, like seriously serious and seriously, I have no idea why on earth when my friends go to my Facebook page, they can't see my FB's wall. All they see is "Add as Friend...

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera n salam 1Malaysia:D      It's a life that we have to live because HE wanted us to, it's a battle that we have to fight because HE told us to, it's a fight that we have to win because there is no excuse for failure as long as HE is there with us for every step that we take in our life... I'm not pretty, but at least I'm not a handicapped. I'm not a genius but at least I'm still sane. I'm not rich but at least I'm not a homeless. I'm not popular but at least people know I'm exist. I may be have short-sightedness but at least I'm not blind. I'm not perfect but there are always friends and family who support me. -THANK YOU ALLAH, FOR GIVING ME MORE THAN I NEED THOUGH- -I DON'T DESERVE IT- -FOR YOU YA ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS AND THE MOST MERCIFUL-      Hye people, check this out, it's my bro's first note on facebook, he tagged me in it and since I like it, I think it's something tha...

In desperate love, it's always like this, isn't it? In desperate love, we always invent the characters of our partners, demanding that they be what we need of them, and then feeling devastated when they refuse to perform the role we created in the first place.  (Elizabeth M. Gilbert, page19)

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Assalamualaikum!       I'm sorry. Seriously. I think I'm gonna apologize every single time I post a new post which is not the continuation of the last post which I promised the 'continue' part which is the  10 People (Part 1)  and not the Sorry post which was posted because I am seriously feeling guilty T.T Huh, though I'm typing but I feel like I'm running out of breath. Haha.      Anyway, I just read one of my senior's  blog  and yes, he was my senior way back in high school and still is now as TESLIAN (that is if Allah wills me to proceed to Degree, insyaAllah) and no it's not that I only admit it because he is kinda a famous blogger unlike me and hey, what exactly am I doing explaining every single thing. Okay, back on track. So the current  post  is about uhm, kinda the dilemma of a blogger who suddenly get famous and suddenly he was concerned on what to update on his blog and, and, and... Well you know what, i...